1. I just want you to make me feel wanted

    "I should be a part of your social life. Not the whole thing. I think you need to chill out."

    That was the big slap in the face. At that moment, I realized you actually do think I’m as much of a loser as I always joke I am. I realized that it’s a huge possibility you’re actually staying with me out of pity. Do us both a favor: if you really don’t want me, leave. I’m giving you the green light. Don’t torture yourself. Don’t torture me.

    We’re just two completely different people. You’re friendly and outgoing and confident, everything that I’m not. I wish I was. That’s why I’m in therapy. I believe I can be fixed.

    I do have redeeming qualities, though. But, in this thankless and vain world, they’re seldom recognized. Why can’t I be recognized for my razor-sharp wit???? Why isn’t there an award for overthinking? For being tormented as a child? For having uncontrollable hair? For never being truly wanted? For self-pity???

    You never want to skype with me or chat with me anymore, and when we do, you just make me feel guilty for wasting your time and bothering you.

    I hope you’re going to see this. And you’re going to try to defend yourself to me. I’ll save you the energy:

    "I do love you for you." Okay, is that why you always make passive-aggressive comments about my weight and eating habits? And constantly put me down about my lack of friends?

    "We’ve had such good times together. Why ruin it?" Sometimes, the good is not worth the heartache and tears that have plagued me since the beginning of our relationship. I don’t know if I can handle this much longer.

    "You can always change!" Ohhhhhhh, this is golden. Change for myself? Of course! I’ve always wanted better thighs from biking six hours a day and starving myself the other eighteen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve always wanted to become fluent in your language with little help from you!

    "Can’t you see that I love you and want to stay with you?"
    Then why don’t you make me fucking feel like you do? 

  2. someone skype me!

    not gonna put my skype name on the internet for perverts to see this time. plus, i’m only willing to skype with people i already know AND/OR know american sign language (asl) or learning asl. also keeping my clothes on so sorry for all you 14 year old horndogs.

    so, here’s what to do:

    1. inbox me with a message asking for my skype name AND your level of asl knowledge (unless you’re someone i know, of course…)
    2. that’s it, bitches. hmu
  3. feeling so ridiculously lonely :c

  4. image: Download


If only the rest of the world would get on board ;) 

My life since last year.


    If only the rest of the world would get on board ;) 

    My life since last year.

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  6. 15:54 1st Mar 2014

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    children that are rough and horrible at handling small animals should not be allowed near small animals i dont care what you say. do not put an animal through that

    (Source: jackryanz)

  8. 20:28 28th Feb 2014

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    look at the way he looks at her
    look at the way he smiles
    isn't that the look of love?

    one of these is not like the others

    (Source: arendellekingdom)

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    [[seductively does nothing to indicate I’m attracted to you]]

    (Source: megablaziken)



  11. 01:43 13th Feb 2014

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    I went to a market today in midtown and met a girl who was selling her poems. You pick your topic and price and she writes you a poem on the spot. The girl before me traded her favorite drawing pen for a poem. I traded $3 for a poem about traveling. 

  12. 21:16 5th Feb 2014

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    i need to get better

    for the longest time, i’ve been having suicidal thoughts and feelings of loneliness and deep depression, also with irrational thoughts of breaking up with my boyfriend because i can’t handle this responsibility. but when i’m not feeling depressed, i know that i shouldn’t break up with him because he’s actually the best thing that’s ever happened to me. he’s just amazing and i’ve still haven’t realized it.

    learning asl has helped a little bit with that, but i need to do more therapeutic stuff like yoga and biking and crocheting and other creative stuff. i can’t lock myself in my room just going on tumblr and reddit all day, doing no schoolwork and accomplishing nothing.

    being active will help me feel better. i just need to get motivated.

    i can’t continue to hurt people i love. i can’t continue to hurt myself.

  13. that awkward moment when

    your roommate walks in on what looks like you and your boyfriend doin the nasty, but he’s really popping your pimples

  14. 00:58 28th Jan 2014

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    Michael K. Williams talks about an emotional moment on the set of ‘12 Years a Slave’, moving Arsenio Hall to tears.

    The emotional and spiritual toll that this film must have taken on every single Black cast member…..


    (Source: klchaps)

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    randomly compliment people because sometimes that will be the only kind words they will hear that day